Bénédicte Gelé, Alerte 4T (Artist Website, Etsy)
Watercolor on paper

I lose undefined periods of time trying to lace up a pair of shoes; thinking of shoes; generally shoeing myself so that I might stand comfortably for many hours. Standing on two legs: a fragile ability, granted by evolution. Not comfortable: the dream in which I slip and fall in the shower. This dream recurs during illness.

 

Actually, I am not sad. I am also less frightened now by photographs of dead or soon to be dead horses, though I descend from ancestors who were frightened and skittish, understandably so. The walk across disappearing land-bridges was no doubt icy and scary. Disabling, even.

 

Horses appear on the first page of a poetry book I select at random, albeit from a curated stack. They are running so fast they forget they are horses. I am writing this fast so I might outrun my own embellishments.

 

Evening is a pastoral scene; golden clouds, golden trees, a homestead in a clearing.

 

Something to do with looseness, the capture of looseness. The capture of nothing too tightly? The ill-fit? I search the index for ropes, reins, straps, wraps, corrals; find nothing. I know I won’t find mind but I search for it anyway.

 

Michelle Meier

 

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